/MeMyMine.Mineallmine.

Friday, March 31, 2006

oral sucked today. especially the passage. well it may suck but i don't care already la. i'm not planning on being a news broadcaster anyway so screw it. screw oral tests for getting me nervous and worried.

my hair is changing back to red again, even though i used Wella black hair dye which is supposed to be permenant. well i guess my hair WANTS to be red and frizzy, not black and sleek, so i'm not gonna tinker with hair dyes or hair-smoothers anymore. i can't be bothered anymore. you want to be like that? fine, be like that.

and i can't believe my mom is doing this to me. after common tests i was looking forward to a lil' r&r and then she does this. she will be bringing my grandmother here.

YES.HERE.my so-called home. the last time that woman stayed here, my life was poo. the electricity bills rose to like five hundred more, and my mother made ME quit using the air-con until after 10pm and stop taking nice long showers. all because of HER who sat on the couch and watched TV for FIVE HOURS. FIVE HOURS EVERYDAY. THAT'S 35 HOURS A DAY SPENT WATCHING TV. AND SHE HAS A HOUSE OF HER OWN. WHY CAN'T SHE GO STAY IN IT FOR ONCE????

She's not even sick. she just pretends to be ill for attention. you've heard of those stories surely. like that old lady who called 911 and made them climb into her HDB apartment through the window and then they discovered there wasnt anything wrong with her except an overwhelming desire for attention. even my maid knows. but she won't say a word 'gainst my grandma 'cos she'll lose the old one's trust and then she won't be able to hear anymore juicy stories from her. but whatever. those stories aren't true. i don't believe my relative will have sex with her boyfriend in my GRANDMOTHER'S house and then walk around the house naked. and did i mention my grandmother spills secrets about my family to people she just knew like ten minutes ago??? screw her. how would SHE like it if I told everyone in my block that she pretends to be ill and hunched and limps? she would kill me probably. if she could. which i doubt. because though her leg may be basically fine, she can't run. but i can. well so maybe i'm not a kind person. oh i should be kind to old folks they are old they are ill they are physically weak they can't see well they can't walk properly they need wheelchairs while scouring the airport they are very sensitive blah blah. so??? i learnt many people don't appreciate any bit of kindness, big or small. just take and run. and my granny is NOT kind to me,assuredly. she doesn't like the fact that i'm a girl. my father's third and last child, and not a boy. she likes my cousins, because they are boys and are the sons of HER sons. biased old thing.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 6:16 PM

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Common tests are over.Nice.

but tomorrow still got chinese oral. oh bleddy shaetters.

my parents are being very weird. well, my mother. she keeps talking about where we are going for the holidays in June. up one's arse la. We are going to one of these: Tasmania, Turkey, Shanghai, Adelaide, New Zeland, New York, London or some obscure place that isn't in Africa. Can't she just like make up her mind? then one night she just very randomly said that i could go australia to study when i am older (ie after the o levels) because now i am too young to go there. hah! too young??? what are you talking about. people my age in Romania are already married and have children. not that i want to get married and have children. ever. look at Jane Marple. i know she's fictional, but she died a spinster and a very happy one too. but this is not the point. the point is that my mother says i am too young. yeah. one day i'll be too old and she'll be sorry.

and...i still have to do well for my O levels. i still have to do well for this year and not get retained. i am stressed already.

and to everyone who i smiled at,especially males: it was an accident. i don't smile at boys. so don't think that i like you that way.

Sun kisses the windowsill
And I am still on my second cup of pity me
Yeah, it's been a long night chasing ghosts
But at the most, it's been a rude awakening
All too late I finally see
That it's

My loss, my lonely
My mistake, mine only
Mine all, mine all, mine
And it's my bad, my broken
All my should haves left unspoken
Mine all, mine all, mine

I drove you to the edge of the map
And after that, I pushed you off just to watch you fall
You never were the bounce back kind
But boy, this time you've proven me wrong after all
Now I'm the one who's gonna crawl
'Cause it's

My loss, my lonely
My mistake, mine only
Mine all, mine all, mine
And it's my bad, my broken
All my should haves left unspoken
Mine all, mine all, mine - yeah

Always thought I'd get to 'sorry'
But the chance has come and gone
So if it finds it's way back in
I'll hold on, hold on, hold on

My loss, my lonely
My mistake, mine only
Mine all, mine all
It's mine all mine
All mine, all mine

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 3:28 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

and tomorrow will be the last day of the common tests. that would be nice, i guess... i am supposed to be studying physics now but that would be such a waste.

S-ickening S-tinko s-ucks. yes he does, don't argue with me. not only is he sickening stinky smelly stingy stupid and an aSS, he is also gay. i don't think so, i know so. and he made skin contact with me before!!!!!! eeeeyuckers.

HEADLINE NEWS: MUSTAFA SHAVES.

he may shave, but it doesn't really make a difference, does it? jw says that because he (MUSTAFA. not jw) shaves, there are bumps on his face. that is terrible. i would never go near enough the Mustafa to see those bumps. but hey at least i wasn't the one who had to sit on his chair today. i totally made the sexy monk give up his seat instead.

the very thought of having him sit in my chair and me sitting in his chair is enough to raise my goosebumps.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 3:27 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

it sucked. the e math test. i didnt do the last two questions and they are worth 20 marks in total...so crappy. e geog was much better i think. except the first question 'cos i didnt really read the notes.

whatever. tomorrow would be A Math and Chinese...hopefully i'll manage to grasp the logarithms thingo and remember it during the test. i can't not pass or don't know how to do the loggies. i mean, i've spent FOUR hours with my tutor going over loggies! we both nearly keeled over in the logarithmosity of it all.

but i am a math idiot(ha debbie i pinched your term) therefore in spite of all effort i might forget everything that went into my head today. god save the idiot queen (aka me).

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 9:37 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006

i am soooooo tired...phwoar. if i hadnt been trying to study my E Geog on bus 31 i would have surely fallen into zzz land. didnt see simyee on the same bus until the bus reached toa payoh. haha...so weird, 'cos she was sitting like in the seat beside mine. but you would've been distracted too, if you had been sitting behind a lovey dovey couple who kept snuggling up to each other, giggling and even kissing. and they weren't even sitting near the back. god, i hate it whenever this happens. but there's worse, me and elizabeth were in a bus 31 and we had a very good view of a young woman snogging a man who was old enough to be her grandpapa. pukers and uggers.

anyway the doubledecker 31 i was on reached TP at the same time as the previous 31, the one i had decided not to take 'cos it was too full of people. so i was like,inwardly, laughing 'hahaha' at the poor people stuck in that single storey bus 'cos if only they waited a little more they would've gotten into a nice comfy double decker and not be squashed terribly. anyway i saw...lots of people there and of course i ignored them quite nicely. i didnt have the energy to lift up a hand and wave or smile. at the bus stop outside school, i saw kuku, maomao, daoer and bulging-eyed. maomao keep looking at me 'cos i usually always say hi but this time i think i sorta glared. dunno why i do weird things like that. but whatever.

E Geog and E Maths tomorrow!!! i must pass i must pass i must pass. especially e maths. i refuse to be retained and end up like Spoon/Vampire.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 6:07 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

erggers. tomorrow i'll be having the chemistry and social studies common tests... wonder where i'll have to go for my combined science chem test? hopefully not 3MD...

just had maths tuition. I think i'll be okay for e maths, as long as i remember whatever i've been taught today. as for e maths, well when we got to natural log, i was like 'What???'. i shall need to practice breathing in and out to soothe my,er, unsoothed nerves before the tests.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 6:43 PM

Friday, March 24, 2006

skipped PUMP today. oh i'm not the only one. for sure.

i have 1034 songs in my windows media player library but already i've listened to all of them and am sick of them. so send me songs if you have any good ones (: and anyone who wants me to burn CDS for them or lend them DVDs - after common tests,please. see i'm looking out for you and making sure you wont get distracted haha i'm so goooood.

as for me, i should think i wont do very well for the common tests. i can't seem to grasp the chemical formulae concepts...and chem is on monday... also i've not passed any math tests/quizzes so far though i studied the formulae. i got a zero for the last a math test and 2 marks for e maths. whatever...maybe i really should've gone to 3RP instead of HM,huh.

anyway. i added music (ha! obviously). it doesnt fit the blogskin which speaks of zi-lianess, i know....but whatever. i'm going to change my blogskin again soon. (:

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 3:33 PM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

phwoar i am tired. thanks to the stupid PUMP program, i had to stay until six - studying for three and a half hours. samantha joined...just so she could skip EDS for one hour. but maybe the plan has backfired. we ended up not going for cca afterall. and ms lai has made us look foolish. anyway i nearly tore my hair out and screamed for want of freedom and NOISE. cruel teacher, won't you let us go? we were meant to live...for so much more. felicia left early at five, the lucky girl. anyway i mostly did samantha's 1100 vocab words 'cos i didnt want to do physics worksheet, or stared out of the window. i got a good view of the basketball and volleyball court, and no teacher noticed. but i can't say the view was particularly interesting. just little figures running around the courts. but i'd rather watch them then be bored to tears.

god my weekly schedule is bloody packed now.

going to do literature project.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 8:37 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

just got home.actually i was supposed to reach home about two hours later because of the stupid PUMP thing but felicia and i made a clean break for home!!! hehehe we fooled mr AA totally. anyway since it was the first PUMP meeting they let us watch a movie for inspiration instead of studying. we watched Miracle Worker which is about Annie(? Anna? Allie?) Sewell and Helen Keller. it was rather interesting and i was sorry to miss the second half. but anyway. walked 'round with felicia waiting for her mom to come. then just as felicia saw her mother's car i saw josephine, alvin, karl and zhanrui walking out so i joined them. during the walk out they kept laughing about this person who i shall not name. anyway josephine alvin & zhanrui crossed the bridge 'cos they were going parkway so left karl and me on the other side. arghhh karl was like 'yuqing no need to accompany to the bus stop' and i was like what the hell! then sadly he also took bus 31. he said to me 'yuqing no need to follow me home'. crap-a-doodle. luckily he dropped off at boon keng instead of toa payoh.

what is wrong with my life huh huh huh. and the people at school. stereotypical petty pathetic wannabes.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 5:43 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

went for chemistry tuition this morn. chemistry used to be my fav subject, until we got to the subject of molecular structure. and now it's getting worse. we are learning about the mole. mole. why they are calling the number of particles in a molecule after a black dot that grows on your skin and in the most disgusting cases has strands of hair poking out of it, i don't know. maybe they derived it from 'molecule'. whatever. anyway it is so far the hardest topic...and they are going to teach it to us in school next year instead. so. brace yourself for mathematics and a thousand formulae. and sadly i had no idea what ms selva was going on and on about. but then, i was taking pure chem tuition and maybe in combined science chem they will,er,make it less hard.

then after that went home and tried to do chinese homework. okay so i did a very bad job of every single piece of homework given to me. well except for the chimpanzee comprehension given by mrs p. the rest i left a few questions blank. as for the person recount compo, i havent thought of a nice conclusion and so didnt finish it up. anyway tmr dont have her lesson. and i havent done one piece of cl homework. aiya dont care. it is still the holidays afterall, and by 'holidays' it means a whole week of time devoted to doing whatever you wanna do. and also we still hafta study for common tests ; my god, how d'you expect us to do everything?

so.back to school tomorrow. it never properly felt like a holiday anyway. and now the parents are talking of going to CHINA in june!!! how sad. i am tired of going cheena places. even worse, they also mentioned thailand as a possible destination. what, go there and ogle at tranvestites and poulets? i don't think so.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 9:21 PM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

i dyed my hair again yesterday.to jet black. i guess it's all for the best, since everyone says my hair is getting redder and redder. and if everyone - meaning people my age - says so, then it will only be a matter of time before mr soon catches me and forces me to dye my hair in school.

or walk around with a shower cap on my head for the entire school day. seriously mr s does know how to embarrass people.

anyway i am sick of people going 'You dye your hair arh?'. dude, of course i did. i miss my original, nice brown hair. wish i didnt dye it once. i've dyed it four times to date. hopefully my hair won't all drop out or stuff. got so worried about it last night and expected to wake up and find lots of dropped-out hair lying on my pillow. so. i'm careful not to tug on my scalp.

threw a tantrum last night, because my sister can get very maddening. i threw 'pride and prejudice' (the book,dearie, not the movie) into her face. i hoped it hurt, but not anymore now 'cos i supposed i've calmed down.

i have tuition soon. oh shit-a-ninny. fook tuition. i barely have a free day now, thanks to it. i kind of wish i can just skip physics tuition later and then hide out in san bookshop or popular and maybe buy a book or two. but i think my father or mother will be hovering around in heartland mall.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 2:39 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

oh craps a daisy.didnt know how to do the stupid e math test yesterday. 'another egg, anyone?' hahaha...not funny you idiot. i think that the second question required the completing the square thingo, but got so damn nervy that i forgot everything my math tutor taught me on tuesday.whatever.i tried to study physics yesterday. well it was basically okay. i think self-teaching is definitely more effective than The Wood's ramblings and ravings.

and yeah what's your problem???gosh.you're so picky,aren't you. you think you're everything but you're nothinggg. you've got me to the point where i want to hurt you, hurt you and hurt you. but i don't wanna touch you, 'cos i won't be able to wash the foulness off.

=hm so i changed my blogskin finally. got tired a little of the pinkosity of the last skin. purple isn't my favorite color though, don't worry naomi i won't steal your color. my favorite color is dark blue thanks a-go-go.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 1:05 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

okay i am back from indonesia wheeee. well my maths tutor will be coming soon so i have to type damn fast la. anyway my shoulders have turned red and they HURT. because i went to the seaside and i didnt put sunblock there. haha. and i have turned browner. well my arms and legs i mean.

Bintan is like so damn NICE. a paradise compared to Singapore. for one thing, Singapore sure doesn't have a 5 star resort like the one i stayed in and for another, it doesn't have a sea you would actually enjoy swimming in. anyway, we left singapore on saturday and we had to take a ferry to bintan. kind of apprehensive about it 'cos i used to get sea-sick when i was younger. but okay, no problem. for 45 minutes just sat by the window and watched the waves and listened to the zen micro.anyway if i did get seasick all i would have to do was to ask the koreans(loads of them) sitting around for seasickness medicine or whatever you call it. well, depending on whether they understood english or even chinese.

my sister somehow managed to fall asleep. which i thought would be impossible 'cos the sea was kind of rough that day and the ferry was sorta bouncing on the waves. but whatever. so we reached the ferry terminal at 3.13pm (their time. they're an hour slower than s'pore) and we took a bus down to the resort. if you dont have a vehicle in bintan you might as well be dead 'cos it's a far cry from the concrete jungle and bintan's four times the size of s'pore. so, lots of fauna to see. telephone lines, yeah. pretty boys? yes,well, better not to mention that.

we paid $100 extra for rooms with seaview and i'm glad we did. they had a balcony and i liked sitting there.and the design was more,er,relaxing? unfortunately the room was extremely dim. maybe they think that only honeymooning couples who Do It everyday will stay there. well they're wrong. i had to sit in the closet or toilet which had better lighting in order to read finish my book. the closet, for god's sake.

2nd day
woke up at local time 7am (if you're a moron: Singapore time 8am) even though i was at liberty to sleep til noon. but i'm glad i woke up early, 'cos morning light and air is the best. had breakfast at the buffet thingo and had the chance to survey the other tourists. hm plenty of Caucasians ripening red from the sun. sad to say, obesity is a huge problem in their countries. most of them were fat. very fat. what Dove would call very real women. but if they are real women then what am i? fake? hah!

anyway after breakfast (a very large one) i went to dunk myself in the sea. ahhh good waves. i want to go to the Dead Sea, or perhaps Maldives next. but i know one thing, we are going to Kangaroo-aboundo land this june or december. probably dec, since they have winter in june.and winter in melbourne is no joke. your ass would freeze off and your skin would start flaking off due to dryness. and melbourne is definitely colder than perth as it is near south. it is cold even in the summer. but whatever. i definitely enjoy cold weather as long as i have enough moisturizers and jackets.

well anyway so i was in the sea and having nice big waves crashing against me. maybe i shouldnt have gone so far out where there were big waves 'cos after i got out of the sea my ass hurt and i could hear my bones sorta squeaking. and it hurt for awhile afterwards and i could hardly climb up the stairs or bend down or sit down. but since it was all better than having a doctor stick a needle into your right hand why make a fuss about it?

well anyway after that i got kind of bored. so i just sat in the balcony for hours and hours and ogled back at the passerbys who ogled at me. why must they stare so? what's so strange about a girl sitting in a balcony trying to read The Hobbit? when she isn't being interrupted by big fat men throwing themselves into the 100m away swimming pool and causing loud splashes,of course.

3rd Day
ah, last day to savor the seasideness.woke up early again, had a slightly smaller breakfast and then stayed in my room to finish Roald Dahl's Boy: Tales of Childhood which is apparently his autobiography, or what he likes to call 'a collection of incidents that happened in my childhood that made a very big impression on me'. somefink like that. it was funny,and interesting, but i couldnt quite ignore the fact that Roald Dahl has a very big long nose, and that it got cut off once, and then smashed in another time. and after all that, he still didnt have a bump on his nose. I do, and the only time i got close to smashing in my nose was when i ran into a glass door. so anyway my sister decided to wake up, four hours after i did. and to pass the time while we waited for the ferry we went to the shops and bought stuff.

on the way home the ferry was asked to stop, perhaps 200m away from the terminal in singapore because the coastal police wanted to check. for what, i don't know. but it pissed me off really badly 'cos the engines were off and the waves was strong and the ferry was bobbing on the waves. i say bobbing but really it was rocking on the waves. i nearly threw up on the lil girl in front. well anyway they didnt get anyone or get anything and they left. tada end of story.

room in a state of so-called chaos

where big fat men love to throw themselves in though the sea is only 50 m away

wow look at that!proof that i actually went near the sea.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 1:58 PM

Friday, March 10, 2006

i am still sleepy. but luckily the holidays start tomorrow. will be going indonesia tmr until monday wheeee. staying in a resort by the sea. then maybe i can get browner and stuff. i doubt it though...i sat in the sun for hours during sports day and only my nose changed color. and it didnt brown. it turned red. so paiseh, 'cos it also started peeling a bit. but whatever. it's definitely less red now.

hnnggh just lugged home loads of stuff. yesterday had to bring textbooks and files home and i looked such a nerdo. and i still havent brought home everything yet. wednesday then i go pick up those stuff. see i'm so hardworking. i don't wanna be retained or kicked out ya see. i just realized that it was a stupid thing to bring back my pure chem and physics textbooks home. cos i'm taking the combined sciences exam. eh so paiseh, imagine if only the five or six of us from 3HM go maybe 3MD for our combined sciences exam. the stupid ah bengs will laugh their heads off. morons.

literature was taken over by mdm tan. ahh i want adriyanti. but instead mdm tan made the people taking eng lit from HM and BN do a rather dumb and embarrassing activity. she gave us some toys and we had to,er,relate it to real life. and for some goddamn unknown reason i had to go pick a massage toy. then i had to go relate it to 'money is power' thingo. so i just stand there and rave on and on. what fine crap.

walked out with samantha jonathan and anthony. they kept talking about computer games until my eyes became black and white swirly thingos. but it was fun to talk about the unfunness of Sims 2 and how we sell the ashes and urns for $5 when the sims drown in the pool and die. just reached the bubbletea shop and then bus 31 came and i was like 'oh my exit!!!!!!' and went off without saying bye to any of them. hahaha. i never said i was polite.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 2:55 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

hohoho i am in the valley of sleepiness and the universe of nods. i just had chinese tuition and then i was so tired that when the tutor gave me a worksheet to do i just gave in to the sleepiness and put my head down and slept for five minutes before i got woken up. but whatever. i havent gotten four nights' good sleep. any time spent sleeping is good.

anyway i didnt fall asleep in school. not like some people who sleep until very shiok during the CME thingo in the lecture theatre today. kept prodding them awake but they just closed their eyes and went back to lolling-heads-and-heavy-snores land.

i hate my hair a bunchos. it is small and thin and straightish. no bouncability except for the fringe. when the hairdresser said she was gonna cut my hair thin, i didn't expect her to chop off so much. my ponytail has been reduced to a pathetic bobtail thingo with no waviness. and now i have a full fringe. horriblement.

yesterday during EDS, the dumb instructor showed us full-fledged fashion impairness. i mean, she's so fat and there are...red round scar thingos on her back. bloody obvious. she wore a (very) light pink,er,blouse thing and (VERY) tight jeans. could see her black bra. this happens every week 'cos she has a thang for transcluscent,er,shirts. but my virgin eyes are befouled. my mind has been permenantly scarred. anyway she made us all do ridiculous skits which showed off the sec ones' disgusting enthusiasm very well,and the sec three girls' diao expressions. well actually not all of the sec threes were there 'cos penelope got detention class and zenda went off early. so sad. anyway samantha and i wasted as much time as possible before going for EDS. we had a maths remedial before and then we made ms chan write us an excuse slip. the time the remedial ended was 3pm, but somehow we only submerged in sickening dramaness 45 minutes after the said time.

that is because we took the longest path from the classroom block to the innovation centre and also we walked damn slowly la can. we stopped by at the toilet and that was when we realized we hadnt switched off the lights and fans in the classroom. being very nice responsible beings we decided that it was only right to go back and switch 'em off. also the added benefit of being able to waste more time was tempting. so we went up to the drama room first, plonked our bags down there, waved cheerily at the poor souls stuck inside the room and then strolled down again, and then back to the classroom block. and you know what??? we neednt have made the effort (yeah but we wanted to. ahha) 'cos turned out, theodora had returned to the classroom and was sticking it out there til four. so we made merry conversation with her and then upon seeing the dance club practicing near the staircase we decided it would be nice to watch them for awhile. then of course it was unfortunately really ridiculously late and we had to go.

ms cheong still let us off even though the excuse slip said 3pm and it was 3.45pm already. cheers.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 6:08 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006

Stranger than your sympathy
And this is my apology
I killed myself from the inside out
And all my fears have pushed you out

And I wished for things that I don't need
And what I chased won't set me free
And I get scared but I'm not crawling on my knees

Oh, yeah,everything's all wrong, yeah everything's all wrong, yeah
Where the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
Take these things, so I don't feel
I'm killing myself from the inside out
And now my head's been filled with doubt

We're taught to lead the life you choose
You know your love's run out on you
And you can't see when all your dreams aren't coming true

It's easy to forget, yeah
When you choke on the regrets
Who the hell did I think I was?

And stranger than your sympathy
And all these thoughts you stole from me
And I'm not sure where I belong
And no where's home and no more wrong
And I was in love with things
I tried to make you believe I was
And I wouldn't be the one
to kneel before the dreams I wanted
And all the dark and all the lies
were all the empty things disguised as me

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 8:45 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

gosh my mother sure is in a bad mood these days. actually she's been stuck in a permenant bad mood since i was three years old, now i come to think of it. well it's not like its my fault they forgot to use contraception or something and got me.

you can totally see how much she wishes she had abandoned me or aborted me or whatever it is people do to get rid of their unwanted offspring. so now it's like a CHORE for her to look after me. and she picks on the littlest things and blows up at it.

i would just grab my stuff and the two hundred in my drawer and leave, but i am too pathetic to live on the streets.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 8:45 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

just realized February has already ended.

anyway have not been to school since friday last week.probably will be going to school tomorrow.I meant to go today, but when i woke up at 5.45am i realized i just couldnt be bothered and decided to slack around at home for one more day.

mrs periera has changed the seating plan yet again.and she changed my partner again la tmd.bye karl, hello shaun.i'd rather sit with karl than shaun la.at least karl doesnt doze off in class and he can be funny when he tries to be.and now i can't even change seats with jonathan to sit with naomi, 'cos apparently he changed seats too,and charissa is now sitting with naomi. huh.not fair,as i said. i shall surely die of boredom in class now. unless i make it a hobby to use a black marker and draw all over shaun's face when he sleeps in class.

my sister got her a-level results today.she had 3As out of 4 subjects.she is now going to study law at NUS and become a lawyer.huh.i suppose i am happy for her,but now my parents will be expecting me to do something like this too.whatever. i am not going to be a lawyer. i hate arguing, all it does is make me want to slap the person arguing with me.

i am very bored.

[and that's when i knew you knew.]
at 2:14 PM